23.8.06

HADY MIRZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

I want want want want HADY TO BE SINGAPORE IDOL! -swoons

Well, yesterday was very unexpected. I know I'm the one at fault, I wasn't a good friend to you. I remember the days and weeks I used to think about this fight and cry. But after months and months of fighting, I got used to it. When you said sorry, my mind was reeling. I wanted to tell you so much, everything. But somehow I couldn't. I'm sorry for the past, and this has taught me to be a better person, a better friend. If I was still your friend when you said sorry to someone you've hated so much, in front of everyone else, I'd be proud of you. But now I know I'm nothing more than an acquaintance to you. When you apologised, it was really commendable, and I respect you for that. I know after this things will never be the same but at least we're okay. Maybe along the way we'll work things out, but nothing can erase the scar that has been embedded deep into our friendship.

Sammy Wammy Baey is so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D She wanted to print out the lyrics of breaking free and give it to me so we can practice and sing together!!!!!!!!!!!!! We wanted to do acupuncture to rucha and we thought there should be a sort of, ya know, chant like HOOGA SHAKA or smth. So sam... being the high school musical freak she is, decided to sing breaking free! Which was so funny we ended up poking rucha like crazy while laughing our asses off. I can't stand sam, she's so funny. Somehow she spices up my every day, without fail, thanks to her cute antics.

Anw, I've concluded that Jawline looks like Hady :D okay, maybe I'm hallucinating. Obviously Hady's cuter rightttttttt. If Hady gets voted out tmr I'll scream, become Incredible Hulkine (female version, heh) and break my TV>:( so that dad can get a new one cos this one is PATHETIC.

When you said you love me, was it to me, or were you pretending I was her?

9:13 PM