19.8.06

I can hear my heart breaking into a million pieces

One moment it's I love you, the next you've fallen out of love. I guess it's easy for you to fall in and out of love. Well, thank you for everything and nothing.

Had chem prac today! Prac is fun but too much is stressful! School's been so bitchy and boring, you know, the usual stuff.

Sometimes I feel that some Malay people are so... Kerek. Is that how you spell it? Yeah, some of you would know what it means. Anyways, there's this stupid bitch at topshop. I asked her nicely if she was in the que. She was being sucha PAIN in the buttocks! She practically screamed at me "I AM in the que!-rolls eyes" like bitch, cannot say nicely is it?! )(*!@*%@$^%$#@^ ugh. I mean, jangan berangan ah setan. Kulit tak lah putih, hitam belegam lagi ade ah! Just because I'm wearing school uniform doesn't mean that I cant afford to buy the things you can buy.

So anyway, O Levels are coming up! I'm scared shitXZxzxX! :/ Study study studyyyyyyyyyyyy! Maths is driving me NUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ omg. Its like everyday maths maths maths. I dont have time to study for anything else! And my amaths is still the same, i fail every test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh sucker.

Talking abt school, I remember yesterday. This group of sec1 girls were standing in a semicircle around sebastian goh, you know, the so-so looking teacher(heehee, no lah actually he's quite cute plus he's got great sense of dressing. i think the girls are excited cos crescent never has any cute teacher around, POOH) So they were squealing and screaming like he's some superstar like WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRR. Losers! They look damn pathetic okay.

It's true that teachers favour smart students. The other day this teacher (I wont say who cos I dont wanna get into trouble with her again AHAHAHA) I bet everyone knows who lah. So she screamed at this classmate of mine for not wearing school uniform after 1115 (what kinda stupid rule is this?!) Its like my classmate doesnt have any self respect right, the whole school was staring at her like she's some monkey exhibit at the zoo. Why cant she say it nicely, like Cikgu Kartinie does? It's not like we're gonna respect her if she screams at us or anything. And cikgu is of higher rank than her anyway. Would she like it if people screamed at her? We're not dogs, we can understand English, and neither are we deaf, we'll still hear you if you whisper. If you wanna scream so much, go behind the school la, wth. Geddit? Behind the school? Okay nvm.

I got Rucha to eat octopus! First one in the family to eat it! Cool eh? And she didnt puke or anything, she's sucha brave girrrrrl LOL! And rucha I wanna blog about YOU KNOW WHO (not pyar) The other one ah... Market. Remember? But I dunno what to say. AHAH! To think that I can spontaneously bitch about her.

ZEE WANTS ME TO BLOG ABOUT HER SO HERE IT IS! hurr:D

And I miss You, body and soul so strong that it takes my Breath away

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