20.10.06

I am never going to see smokey man ever again. It's so freaking embarrassing to have 4 people stare at one boy and he looks at you like you're a crazy idiot. It's like Henderson boy all over again (except with better teeth, smile, eyes, body and everything else.) I mean, dude, he's so freaked out! Haha, okay this is the end of smokey eyed man. Say goodbye to him guys! But look on the bright side yall, Judy agrees he's got gorgeous eyes and Nad thinks he's above average and Siew doesn't know how he looks like. Haha! But all in all, this is the end of smokey eyed man. Not because my friends think he's such a waste of time and effort, because he's not, he's THE most gorgeous man I've ever seen, but because he's seen me ogling at him plus I looked like I asked my friends to wait with me and see his face or smth. That only happened with Judy, but I called her last night to tell her no need. It's so embarrassing! I don't know how to face him ever again. I'm so so embarrassed. Damnnnn I'm gonna miss him. I'm gonna miss his face, his body, his hair, and especially his eyes. Sigh and today he wore green, it was kinda gross, I was expecting the normal working clothes but he wore jeans which made his butt look really cute. Usually he wears black pants that made his butt looks a bit flat and stuff. Argh! Get over ittttttttt. Hello, reality.

Goodbye my Lover! Lolllll

11:19 AM