16.10.06

The man(when he's in uniform)/boy(when he's in home clothes going to poly) at the bus stop has the smokiest eyes I've ever seen and he positively radiates steam and fire of love, lust and passion. Holy cow, you can easily say that today is the happiest day of my life (Okay, maybe not, but at least the happiest day since a LONG long time)I will faithfullywait for the bus at the bus stop punctually at 7.20 am every morning to go to school. He is so gorgeous, he looks like the Asian version of Lee from Blue (remember Blue? The boyband). He's got gorgeous smokey eyes and he's tall and he looks so good in white like the other day. Today he wore blue. Very hot and he easily beats Hady, Joakim (Oh God, please don't talk about Joakim, I get BAD goosebumps) and Jawline. Ew, like who even cares about Jawline anymore? He's SO last season. And smokey man is WAY WAY hotter. I bet he's not evillllllll. Anyway...... I was really pissed off with my mom this morning for making me miss the bus to go to school, but then after 15 long minutes of waiting at the bus stop, I saw Him crossing the road! My heart leapt so high with joy it actually escaped my throat and ran around the bus-stop screaming "OHMYGOD! I'M ON FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" When I went home to tell mom, I practically melted when I described him and my knees literally gave way! I can't stop smiling oh my gosh. I can't wait for tomorrow. More smokey man/boy! And this means happier days for me, after finding out about Jawline being evil and everything! (Thanks Nazzerry, I thank God you're my nephew, I LOVE YOU! Hurrhurr, Gossip King!)

Today I realised many things. Things that I never knew She said. I learnt that you don't have to write 'deep' to look and sound sophisticated cos it's all bull and meaningless. Its just pretence. I learned that it's comforting to have a best friend to share a heavy burden and secret and knowing she won't tell anyone and keep her promises. I learned how to stand up for myself. I learned how to differentiate, and that white looks good on smokey eyed man! :D Lol

I learned that after all, looks do not matter. Because what counts is the inside and what's on the inside will show on the outside. So if you're a bad man, you have many ugly pimples. You go to jail, bad boy!

YOU GO, GIRL!

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