13.3.07

My Sweet Escape

OKAY, HYPERVENTILATING IS REALLY UNHEALTHY but what the heck. Life's getting more exciting by the day, unexpected things have been happening to me. I'm shocked. VERRRRY shocked.

Ya know, I'm so depressed I might actually lose some weight. Usually when I'm depressed I'd eat a lot like during O's but this time I'm so depressed I'm just too lazy to eat and too sad to swallow my food. I think I'm being played, ya know. Like sort of a toygirl, ha. Something to satisfy one's desires. Not in THAT way you dirty thinkers, like a substitute for something that someone can't get or can't get over. I can't help but compare myself to her. I'm not good enough, never will be good enough for you. She's perfect, no? Everything that you've ever dreamed of.

But oh well, like I always tell my friends, look on the brighter side of things(: The grass is always greener on the other side right? So yes, Bubble is always there to soothe my sore, sore eyes (AHA! Lol) I have fabulous friends(: What more can I ask for?(:

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

From Disney's Hercules

How cute!

AND OMG, guess who made my day?!?! (well, actually, night) Hah

Love me or hate me

11:03 PM