6.5.07

Cruel to the eye
I see the way she makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching her hold what used to be mine

I miss the times when your lips touch mine because it was then when I thought you'd never let me go. Come to think of it, I may be the first but I'm not the last, and when you had me in your embrace, did you even feel me? She'll be there to take my place, and your lips won't be mine to own anymore. Your hands as they hold my body close to yours will be hers to hold now. The warmth of your body, the rich sound of your laugh, won't be mine to enjoy anymore. I've lost the feeling of running my fingers through your hair cos it's been too long since I've done that. These things seem too small to you but they're what's keeping me from looking at you straight in the eye nowadays. That small space for me in your heart has been quickly replaced. I am buried deep inside No Where Near You.

Sure, I miss you badly but I'm no longer holding on to that glint of hope of you coming back to me. There's no use hoping and waiting for someone that will not be mine and doesn't want to be mine. Looking back, you were never crazy for me. I thought we never had a chance. But what did we say and do? How did I ever fall in love with you?

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