14.5.07

Is it hard or brittle?

Shafi is one horny biatch! Lol(: At LJS we were talking extensively about things that are rock hard (wow Shafi, maybe it was a giant ionic lattice structure!) Lol, I bet it has a high melting point. I think it's facing its highest melting point cos it's in its molten state now. Lol! Only with my special talent and ability will it be rock hard once again. Haha! We were supposed to study chem and we did, but were too busy laughing and being horny! Chem test today was easy, I think I can pass it this time round. Nothing went wrong today (I knew it!) Cos I saw hotstuff first thing in the morning and I just knew nothing would ruin today. Everything went smoothly, even MrChua didn't scold me for not doing maths tutorial. And today I think I'm in the process of letting go cos when Shafi told me to jangan pandang kiri cos she was there, I still turned but I didn't feel angry or jealous or anything. It was normal. Nothing. Like looking at anybody else. This is great! And when I woke up this morning, I didn't say your name the second I woke up like I've been doing the past few weeks. This is fantastic(: It must've been the retail therapy. It's working! After 10 T-shirts, 3 pairs of shoes and lots of food, it finally paid off(:

I love you, God(:

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