31.5.07

Unforgivable Sinner

I really hate holidays. I hate the feeling of not having something to do everyday. Even though I really hate school, I can't help but miss it. Yeah, you got that right. School really sucks and the after school activities are non-existent. We have a gym with no treadmill (yes I do know what a treadmill is). MCS is like... I dunno... Nvm): I'm just so bored with school but guess what, it's even more boring here at home. Yeah yeah, bro's getting married (yay!) I'm so excited for him. I really love my bro. Been at home watching everyone prepare for the wedding day, but I just have nothing to do. I can't help with the hantaran (gifts for the bride) because everyone thinks I'm just way too clumsy, I can't help with the baking of cakes because mom thinks I can NEVER keep my hands dry, I can't help with the ironing because, well... I just can't iron. There's nothing to do and mom keeps pissing off at me. She's all so chummy and nicey nicey with everyone else but she can't be nice to her own flesh and blood. Pfft. Snap snap snap. Clean the house! Switch off the TV! No, switch it back on cos everyone else wants to watch it! Blah. Blah. Blah. And now I can't even switch on the computer cos I'm disturbing everyone else. By doing what, exactly? The light of the monitor is keeping everyone awake, Liyana! Switch that damn thing off!

I think I wanna switch off now till the holidays end. Pfft

And oh yeah baby, I'm so over it

11:59 PM