23.6.07

Will you still love me tomorrow?

My body clock is so wack! I always go to sleep after midnight nowadays. I lie awake staring at the ceiling and I spend my midnights looking at my phone, listening to the sultry sounds of Amy Winehouse. Waiting for a miracle to happen like it did midnights before.

Ah well... Fuck it lah... I've had a bad week... But luckily for me, there's such a thing called retail therapy and there's such a person called best shopping girlfriend... She's getting married soon and everyone's telling me that she won't be able to spend time with me to go shopping, laugh (bitch, more like it) at people, go racing in her Suzuki Swift while screaming to Paris and go to beaches to eat BBQ wings and talk about everything under the starry skies... But I don't care... I'm happy that she's happy and I know we'll still find time to go shopping and be each other's fashion (and relationship) shrinks... Now Cik Kakak-kakak is telling me that I can't be such a brat anymore because there's gonna be a baby in the house soon and I won't get much attention from Mama and Abah anymore. Seriously, does she think I'm still a fucking kid? She seems to think so and even my brother is morphing into one of those pishy pashy people... I don't give a damn if people don't pay attention to me, I'm a young adult and I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself. Just cos I'm the youngest in the family doesn't mean I seek attention... Money would do just fine, actually...

Now that I have left Crescent, they've decided to open Starbucks at Tanglin Mall for all the China scholars to go there and sip hot latte while cramming their brains for the upcoming surprise test... Fuck sia! When I was in that school we had to travel to Bukit Timah, further down Orchard and everywhere else just to get a cup of Chocolate Cream Chip. And at Redhill MRT, there are about a million new food stalls that sell everything from donuts to bubble tea... Fantastic, eh?

Pagi tadi, mata aku bengkak. Badan aku sakit. Kepala aku macam nak pecah. Otak aku kering. But I still went to school. And when I reached school, some people (ok, maybe one person) decided to show everyone what kick ass attitude they have... And that attitude comes with a capital A, mind you... If you don't like the way things go during meetings and if you give vague, pissed off responses that do not help like "Aku sembarang. Aku tolong tulis je." you might as well not wake up this morning because all you did was piss the pants off the people around you. Me, especially. Or me, only. Whatever. In that case, piss the skirt off me.

Now I will need a six inch Cold Cut Trio with chesse, no tomatoes and capsicums, on a Hearty Italian...And maybe a cup of Chocolate Cream Chip would do the trick...Top it off with some Ben and Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream on a sugar cone...

That will cost me $15.45... All for a great meal... I'm hungry! At 1206am?! I told you I'm getting more wack day by day... Dan ini semua angkara kau, Kassim Selamat!

"Annie! Angkat kain hujaaaaan! Jemuran dah turuuuun!"

11:24 PM